queue this post when it’s your birthday and be surprise
drew barrymore as lilly in “bad girls” (1994)
-what you left me with
I want to see your ugly corpse being thrown into a river
I want to see your lifeless body floating in the harshest waters and you not being able to save it
I want to see the rocks hitting your head until your skull breaks and scratching the arms that always somehow hugged me too tightly
I want to see your soul , your spirit , screaming and crying into the empty space of oblivion saddened by the turmoil your precious body is going through
I want to see the river throw your body from rock to rock to the point your skin starts peeling off
your bones shattered
your face deteriorating
I want you to bear witness to the destruction of your pretty face
all the good memories you’ve had disappearing from the small wrinkles at the corner of your mouth
suddenly all that made you is gone and you are left with hollow eyes staring into space , so empty they finally match your soul
I want you floating and floating and bleeding and breaking
and hopefully as you are observing this horror
you feel what it felt like being loved by you darling
and after that
you sink
Ben Barnes' Dorian Gray went from "eek funny fancy party yay" to "I'm going to fuck the entire high society of London and I'm going to feel good about it afterwards".
from the diary of a piece of shit -
in need of people to talk to
I’ve never hated silence more than I do now
*add sad mitski song here*